Blogmas Fail

So I didn't make it this year with my 12 Days of Christmas.

It's hard for me to be consistent, especially when I'm ordered around and have to do things for others. It's a bit like being told what to do by a toddler and having to do it. It shouldn't be an excuse since I'm the one who doesn't break the cycle. I let others walk over me and treat me like less. And that's how I feel most of the time, less than everybody around me.

So in the new year I'll work mostly on becoming free from the things that tie me down, without crashing. I going to work on becoming equal to others in my own eyes so that others will see me like that as well. And I'll try not to let people walk all over me. 

From January I'm also going to slowly built on the quality and quantity of my blog.